time for a new begining

Lately i've been moody and having a hard time staying positive although all the things in my life are being laid in my lap. i'm getting married in June to someone who loves me dearly, i got a job subing at a day care so I could better pull my weight when Steven and I get married, we have a honeymoon booked for 7 days in Asheville, wedding plans are tucking along(im meeting with a photographer tomorrow)! I don't know where this weird inability to be happy came from but i'm tired of sitting in the passenger seat hoping hoe will pull over and let me drive soon. So I am going to take the wheel and gain control again. I know i'm not perfect but it wouldn't kill me to try! Lol. Well, when you're eyes roll in to the back of you're head it usually means something. night